I'm getting ready .. not long now .. I'm returning. Me. I am.

Without him, which is for the best. However, the photos will stay, not as a bad memory but because they are something good that came from a bad situation.

It's a new year .. I need to make a new start .. and although it hasn't begun well, I so badly want to find the determination to continue the way I wanted 2006 to begin ...

I will .. and you will see me here soon .. thank you, my friends, for your patience xxx



Not quite 'coming back', but this is what was in my head as I wrote this entry ... written by Carole King and Gerry Goffin, but I've only heard Brian Kennedy singing it

*~ Goin' Back ~*

I think I'm goin' back
To the things
I learned so well
In my youth

I think I'm returning to
Those days
When I was young enough
To know the truth

Now there are no games
To only pass the time
No more colouring books
No Christmas bells to chime

But thinking young
And growing older
Is no sin
And I can play
The game of life to win

I can recall the time
When I wasn't ashamed
To reach out to a friend
And now I think I've got
A lot more than
A skipping rope to lend

Now there's more to do
Than watch my sailboat glide
And everyday can be
My magic carpet ride
And I can play hide and seek with my fears
And live my days instead of counting my years

Let everyone debate the true reality
I'd rather see the world the way it used to be
A little bit of freedom's
All we lack
So catch me if you can
I'm goin' back ...